Okay, Here's two lyrics. First one (Filled With Lies) handles my thougs about the christian fate and how they are teaching it when i were younger. Other one (Inside Emptiness) tells about my addictions.

Filled With Lies

Complicated things – Escaped prisoner I’m
Lost in the forest
Everyone lies – Everything has collapsed
My life has been killed

They filled me with their lies
They though me how to die
Only what I’m asking is why?
Now I’m seeking to the endless hell

They thought me when I were innocent
They told me lies as a truth
I were swimming in the lies
I knew something was out of the control

Dark Night – In the weak light
I discovered they had lied
Weakness were gone – Innocent were died
Hatred came along when I sighted
I had born again alive

Inside my Emptiness

I’m falling off my leaf
To the dark room of emptiness
Is this my sentence?

Addicted to the bloody knife
Addicted to the empty life
I’m burning my inside organs
I’m falling again to the emptiness of
Darkness
Emptiness of
Darkness

Addiction is killing me
I’m gonna be bury to hell
Shell is touching a ground
I’m dead because of my wounds

Moonlight reflects my misery
To the blackness of the night
Am I gonna ever see the light

Addicted to the bloody knife
Addicted to the empty life
I’m burning my inside organs
I’m falling again to the emptiness of
Darkness
Inside my emptiness

I didn’t listen
Whispers in my head
I denied the truth
Weakness is turning to blue

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